~nO PoinT nO SensE XD

o crs!

2008-04-05T21:26:00.002+08:00

bakit ganun? bakit wala pa rin akong math 54? buti na lang at hindi ka ganun kasama dahil binigyan mo ako ng pe!

pero hindi ko maintindihan! naka-tatlong batch run ka na pero sa hindi mo talaga ako binigyan ng math... at dahil jan, dadaan ako sa proseso ng real-time enlistment.

tapos, hindi pa rin kumpleto ang grades ko... (....) uo na! hindi na ikaw ang may kasalanan sa bagay na un. nakakaasar naman ung mga prof na late magpasa ng grade. i soo like atat na kaya. :))

crs, peace na tau. sana next sem ay maging mas mabaet ka sa akin.

PS: Salamat talaga sa PE. :D

gutom

2008-04-04T10:23:00.002+08:00

ang galing. dumadalas na akong magpost dito :))

andami kong load ngayon. tapos forever unli pa ako. Yey! i love globe!

kakasabi ko lang sa previous post ko na hindi ako mahilig magshare, pero nagshare ako kay ces...
wala lang, way na rin siguro para maging mas close kami. ok na rin un.

wala naman akong gustong sabihin. ~nagugutom na ako~on-going ung 3rd batch run. sana makuha ko na ung mga subjects ko. :D

just another post

2008-04-03T08:51:00.002+08:00

damn i can't think of what to type while kanye west is singing. hahaha

anyways, i am going to up today. i want to find out how did my final grade in math53 was born. yeah... gc nnmn ako. ang wierd lang na minsan gc ako pero hindi naman ako mahilig mag-aral. hindi masyadong maganda ang grades ko this sem pero hindi rin naman sya ganun kapangit. Naniniwala pa rin ako na nakakasira ng gwa ang ge subjects at hindi ko talaga gusto ang chemistry. bakit kaya puro acads na lang ang shinisahre ko sa blog na toh. haha anloser ko noh?

change topic.--

magsusummer na... magsisimula na ang term ko bilang memcom head. sino kaya ang mga gustong magmember ng commitee ko?? ay wait. hindi pa pala naiinterview ung second batch. may mga naririnig ako mula sa mga elders na may hindi tatanggapin. pero sa tingin ko lahat naman dapat matanggap dahil nakita ko naman na lahat sila ay nageffort though nde pantay pantay ang effort ng bawat isa. naniniwala rin ako na kapag umabot na sa interview, nasala na ung mga applicants na gusto talagang sumali at ung may iba pang motibo.

--pumasok lang sa isip ko-- may nagbabasa ba nito?? hahaha :))

ay! gusto ko pala magpartime job this summer. kasya pa kaya sa sched ko?? sa tingin ko magiging busy ako. dahil sa EFOPC at sa acads na rin.

birthday pala ni ces.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!- kahit alam ko na hindi naman nya mababasa toh. haha

::may secrets ba ako??
::siguro. hindi lang talaga ako mahilig magshare.
::gusto ko lang na tinatago lahat sa sarili ko.
::kaya nga hindi ako mahilig magpost. :P

nahihilig na naman ako sa paglalaro ng rpg games. parang bata lang. bata pa naman ako ah?!

wierd ng post. kinokontra ung sarili.

post na walang title

2008-03-10T19:31:00.002+08:00

it has been quite some time since my last post.

hindi ko alam kung bakit ako nagpopost ngayon. sa totoo lang, marami akong kailangang gawin ngayon. gaya ng speech outline, tapos ung take home exam sa math53 na due bukas. yan lang ung mga short term. ung mga long term ay mag aral para sa chem 16 exam, tapos ung iba pang subject na hindi naman dapat nagpapabigat sa buhay, pero hindi... nakikigulo sila sa dami ng iniisip ko.

syempre hindi lang dapat puro acads inaatupag ko, so may org at social life pa rin ako. Kakatapos lang ng election season sa USC, ESC at sa Crest. nakakatuwa naman na Mem Comm Head na ako sa crest. Bilang isang Execom, maraming resposibilidad ang nakapatong sa akin. at sana maging ok pa rin ang acads ko habang pinagsisilbihan ko ang crest.

nakakatakot dahil may tendency ako na tamarin na lang bigla mag-aral. sa totoo lang, nakasalalay sa prof ang grade ko. kung gusto ko sya, mas gaganahan akong mag-aral, kapag boloks ang prof, boloks din grade ko T_T

Sana makakuha ako ng subject sa summer. sabi ng partner ko mag-tennis daw kami, yey! gusto ko nun!! sana may makuha din kami.

Matatapos na ang sem, magpapaalam na ako sa mga kaibigan ko sa iba't ibang subject na malamang ay madalang ko na lang makikita sa napakalaking unibersidad na aking kinabibilangan.

INAAMIN KO NA NAWALAN NA AKO NG ORAS PARA SA MGA IBANG KONG KAIBIGAN DAHIL AKO AY MASYADONG NAGPOPOKUS SA AKING COLLEGE LIFE. sana makahanap ako ng oras upang sila ay makausap muli. makipagtawanan, kwentuhan, harutan, lahat lahat.

ordinary.change

2007-10-25T00:17:00.000+08:00

i am changing my skin! haha alas!

siguro magiging skin ko lang ito for a while, kasi balak kong abangan pa kung anong magiging itsura nung skin of the day sa mismong birthday ko. speaking of my birthday, wahaha! malapit na pala. naeexcite ba ako??hmmm sa pakiramdam ko hindi. mukang magiging ordinaryo lang naman ang birthday ko. pero i'm still hoping na may mangyaring something special.

ho sige til there na lang muna. by the way, how's my new skin??

*i'll be just a year older, nothing more, nothing else.*

free post

2007-10-24T23:41:00.000+08:00

Mood: n/a :|
Song: n/a

this blog has its purpose. it is originally for the sake of my english 1 class. *that's why my posts are in english* pero since the semester has ended, i can freely post in any language that i desire to.

actually, i had thought of deleting this blog after it has served its purpose, pero naisip ko rin naman na siguro maaari ko rin siyang magamit every once in a while para ilabas mga saloobin ko o kaya para maibsan ang boredom na nararamdaman ko. so, this is it, i ended up making a post, which means that i won't be deleting this blog.

eto lang talaga ung gusto kong ipost sa ngayon. next time i will share more.

SUPER long weekend

2007-08-12T11:05:00.000+08:00

ok, so i had a change of mind. i will just leave the cebuanas.com as itself. i would just like to post things that are in my mind.

so what do we have here? we have many super whatever here. let us start with a super long weekend that started on the afternoon of wednesday and hopefully will end at monday. we also have a super typhoon named egay, he/she is the main reason for the super long weekend. then we also have the super postponing of the math midterms and geog camp, in exchange of it are super long time for television watching and internet surfing.

so that is the situation right now, and i am not liking it.

WEDNESDAY:
1. rumors of suspension of classes were spread in the morning.
2. i was excited on taking the math 17 midterms.
3. i was ignoring the rumors.
4. the rumor was confirmed to be true.
5. i still ignored it, and went to school 3 hours before the my supposed-to-be exam starts.
6. i was planning to review a little more before the exam.
7. the exam was canceled. i stayed.
8. the cancellation was canceled. the examination will push through.
9. i went to my testing room, our proctor arrived, he passed on the blue book and test questions.
10. the test started. i worked on the true or false part. it was raining hard.
11. one hour passed, our proctor told us to stop answering the exam.
12. we wandered why.
13. our proctor said that the test we were currently answering will be voided.
14. i stopped answering. i did not like the idea. i was merely finished.
15. all my d*mn effort was sh*t. *sorry for the choice of words*
16. after some time, i just let it be, went down to the lobby and waited for the rain to cease down.
17. i decided to go the engineering building via jeepney.
18. i got there without making myself wet.
19. i hang out. forgot about the damn midterms. and had fun.

i really don't know why did i typed my sentences that way^^^.

next day THURSDAY:
after having so much fun the previous day, thursday became just like any other thursdays just a bit different because there was no classes. i woke up. i took a bath. i ate lunch. i prepared my things that i will bring home. btw my sister and decided that we will go home to our real house after lunch. and we did it. hooray! haha... that is basically my thursday.

FRIDAY:
yeah. this is the i-did-nothing day! haha. on the evening of thursday i was wishing that there will be classes on friday and unfortunately there was none. haha.
friday: cold morning woke me up. gyaaa~ i was kinda freezing, well that's exaggerated. well there is nothing special about this day. i just stayed at home the whole day. watched television, surfed the internet, stayed online for about the whole day. i also attempted to get myself fatter, you know, the eat-sleep program. haha. that is just it. started normal, ended still normal.

SATURDAY:
now this day was fun. my other sis and i convinced my father to go out and watch a movie. and he got convinced!
this was the mall day. it was about 5:30 when we left for the mall. we first went to the grocery and had fun looking and examining every shelf. of course we bought stuffs, we didn't just look at it. haha. after that we ate our dinner at pizza hut. the cheesy pops at definitely yummy. after that we headed at the cinema and watch rush hour 3. hell the movie was super funny. my sister even forgot that she is in a public place and started laughing crazy. well i can't blame her, it was indeed funny. the movie was short, but that's alright, i had fun and i guess everyone had fun. after the movie, we went home. i think it was 11:30 when we reached home. i was like tired and fall asleep immediately when i reached my bed. that ended my day.

SUNDAY:
nothing special. i am just currently having a jdrama and kdrama episodes marathon.

MONDAY:
Holiday~! this is also the time for us to go back to quezon city because there will classes on tuesday. damn i miss schooling. haha! i really want to go to school. maybe monday will be my do-homeworks-and-other-connected-to-school day!!! weeeeeee... damn i am lazy. i just realized that i had tons of time to do those stuff. haha.

2am rush

2007-07-31T02:28:00.000+08:00

oh yeah.. it's time to have a new post!
with some unknown reasons, i am in front of the laptop right now, my blood is alive as early as 2.00 am..

Music in my ears:~Do I seem familiar i crossed you in hallways a thousand times?~
~If i could dim the lights in a mall and create a mood i would shout out your name so it echoes
in every room.. i would~

A very nice song.. haha.. can't think about what to write. nyahaha

last week- things happened.. nyahaha.. i got my math17 2nd long exam result, i realized many things, and i am developing many new friendships. is that right? i also watched The Simpsons last week.. haha it's very funny!

Now let's go my different modes.. haha wth

GC mode: what now? err.. yeah.. our second long exam in math17 was finally over and i am glad with what score i got. it is not that high but it is a very nice grade to look at. haha. i want to give myself some reward, but unfortunately i'm not capable of it.

Engg cup mode: i guess, this engg cup thing is so prolonged. later this afternoon we will engaged with the CS team in a semi-finals game for women's volleyball. pray for us! we want to win! nya
other athletics mode: yesterday, our CE team captain ball in volleyball texted me, if i was interested to join the engg var i could come to the training or tryouts later that afternoon, actually, i am not really sure about the joining thing because one, it's volleyball, i am not really good at that sport i just enjoy playing it. second, i am not a real volleyball player! i am just a fake! haha. i did not replied. i got no load. haha. and i was thinking, if i was interested that time, i still can't come to the tryouts. i had no playing clothes! so i just decided to make tambay na lang until i got the feeling of going home. when i was walking in the corridors of engg the CE rep approached me and told me that they were forming a volleyball freshman team and i must join. he also said that i don't have to go to the tryouts, he will like just put me in the team. and i was like, "ah ok." i really don't know about this thing, i still want some thinking and deciding over this stuff.

org mode: what's new? haha. we were having some hard time arranging the apps night. other apps are not cooperating, i guess. many things are still needing some long and serious discussion and decision. as i can see, our batch has no production yet. but i am still hoping for developments.

other modes: waaa.. i wanna hangout with my hs friends. though i can't deny that i'm enjoying with new friends, the good old times is still knocking and i really want to entertain it, but i have no spare time.

argh. i have run out things to say!

bakit ba ako laging petix mode?? haiz. marami akong kelangan gawin. kelan ko sisimulan?

---end of post---

for larra :)

2007-07-26T06:09:00.001+08:00

Maraming Salamat

sa bawat araw na dumadaan..
hindi ko nakakalimutan ang
pagsama mo sa akin sa bawat laro ng buhay...

sa bawat kabiguan..

sa bawat tagumpay..

Salamat sa pagsama mo sa biyahe ng aking buhay..
kahit ano pa man un..
by land

o by water

Tandaan mo Friends forever a!
:D

updates

2007-07-16T00:18:00.000+08:00

after a week i will finally update my blog! haha

the math 17 first long exam result came out last week tuesday, and as expected i got a not that high nor too low grade of 81%. and as expected also, i was kinda disappointed, even though i was already expecting a grade in that range, because of the i should have gotten a higher grade thing. well anyway, like i have said before, i will just do better on future exams.

now let us go to the engg cup aspect. actually this engg cup thingy makes my skin toasted, and i hate it. the whole badminton event started and finished last wednesday, and the results are horrible. haha. we were in third place, and guess what how many teams came there and compete... hmm.. there were actually four teams. and i am thinking that we don't deserve that third place title, honestly. the team in the fourth place was so much better than we were. after the games, i was thinking that i should have won if i competed in the singles division. i mean, honestly, by watching them i can say that they are not good as those in the mix division, because people in the mix division were engg varsities and professors. they were like damn good.
ok that's enough, change event! now let us go to the volleyball event! yey!~
we won against the defending champs! that game was really exciting and we really had fun! they were tough, but we were tougher! haha. later this afternoon, we will have a game against GE, we just hope that we will win! i am very happy with our standing rigth now!
now the basketball event... it was fun, but unfortunately,we did not win our first game. our opponents we like damn boys! they were good! i really had fun playing with those types of opponent! and by the way, they were also players from the engg varsity. that game made me want to get in the women's basketball engineering varsity! haha

now about the organizations, i deferred my application on UP aggregates but i promised that i will continue my application next semester.
on the other hand, i am continuing my application on UP crest. and on thursday is the first conio day. on that day apps and mems should speak in a coniotic way and dress like conios do. haha. and i guess i will be wearing a skirt! haha. good luck to me!

that's all for now folks! need to catch some sleep! :)

college life to the fullest

2007-07-08T11:29:00.000+08:00

Howdy?!haha.. i'm here to update this blog!

First. My math 17 exam was fine, not too hard, not too easy... your ultimate opponent was the carelessness. i will know my actual grade tomorrow. i admit that i committed some mistakes, i should have rechecked my answers. the time alloted was long enough to triple check the answers. luckily, i am feeling a passing grade, but i am kinda depressed because i know that it would not be the highest grade that i could get. oh well, i guess i will just do better on future exams.

Second. The ongoing engineering cup. i will be playing on three events;
one, badminton mix doubles:
i am kinda not sure if we will win this event due to lack of practice with my partner and news that there are many good pairs in the event really affects me. my game is in this upcoming wednesday. wish me luck!
two, women's volleyball:
i not really good at this sport. i just know how and enjoy it well. our first game will be held tomorrow, i just wish that there would be no conflict with my schedule so i could play on that game. i hope that we would win and i would not be a cause of losing games.
and three, women's 3-on-3 basketball:
i already bought my jersey on this event, unfortunately i did not got my number, an upper classman reserved my favorite number for her jersey. so i just replaced it with 6.. ahaha.. an inverse of 9. our team planned that we were going to practice on this coming wednesday morning, i wish i could come.. it is actually a conflict on my badminton games. i am also hoping that we could win this event too..

Third. applying in orgs.
this semester, i am applying on two orgs.
ONE: UP CREST
this is an engineering-wide acad-org. my sister is the current president of this org. i know most of the members in this org. i also know most of my co-apps. the application process in this org is very light, they don't demand much.
TWO: UP AGGREGATES
i know it is quite ironic that i am applying for this org, because it is ACES who is our blockhandler. but there is something about aces that makes me don't want to apply to them. and something about aggre that makes me want to apply to them. i don't want to expound on it. anyway, their application process is much more demanding than up crest's. but still i wish to continue this application. i am having a hard time making those stuff that are required in that application, mainly because i not into that kind of stuff and i also don't like getting things the hard way. my another blue in this application is i am getting too shy to communicate with the members. but i guess time will come, i won't be shy anymore, i would be myself in front of them and stuff like that.

With these starting weeks, i know i would have more fun. though i am missing many of my high school friends, i know that when time comes we will see each other. for now, i will enjoy making new friends and having new experiences.

:)

First Exam Rant

2007-07-04T07:54:00.000+08:00

i am just 2 hours away from my long-anticipated first long exam... 2 hours later, i'm going to have a taste of what exams are like in the university. i am feeling quite excited and afraid. i did not practice much, i just solved few long problem sets. i just wish that i won't commit so much errors that would cause me to fail my very first exam.

But why didn't i studied and prepared for it so much?? am i under estimating it??

i wish later on i can tell myself that i was over expecting... and i wish that after the exam i can assure myself a passing grade for that exam...

i kinda pressured myself far back then when i still in high school. i promised my sisters that i would get a grade higher than theirs... so i need to do so..

i need some luck and concentration i this coming exam.. i just hope everything will turn out just fine.

that's all. tell you later how did the exam turns out. :)

SUPER NOTICE

2007-06-28T00:41:00.000+08:00

i really want to read comments on my posts. ~~maybe~~ the comment part is not visible in my page but you can still put comments. there are two ways one is you put it on the chatter box and two is to click on the title of my post and from there it is very easy to site where is the comment part..

i'm just desperate and badly wants to have some or few.. whatever.. haha.. so please do so.. i promise to be a good girl from now on. haha.. what am i saying?? oh shit maybe i should get some rest.. yeah.. rest could be a good one.

that's all. :))

***edited just now.. June 29 11:18pm***

damn.. now i can't find the comments anymore.. damn it damn it damn it.. just made my day worse. imagine that, i am tired and all and this is what this damn thing will show me.. now this post is not applicable and does not make any sense... the hell with this thing..

anyway to calm myself down, i could think that i could still make use of the chatter box. the hell with the comment section.. haha.. i am out of my mind. can't think properly anymore.

distance-decay function

2007-06-28T00:02:00.000+08:00

Distance-decay Function is the rate at which a particular activity or process diminishes with increasing distance.

this was one term and definition discussed by my professor in geog1. this how the function works: when you are at a certain place, you tend to use or connect and interact with the things and people around you. my professor said that this is the reason why most long-distance relationships don't work. and she also said that there are some exceptions to the rules why few l-d relationships work, like true and over-flowing love for each other.

and while we were discussing this a thought came into my mind, maybe it is also applicable to me. i suddenly remembered my high school friends that happened to attend schools far from mine. then questions came in next.

does our friendship diminishes also? is it already happening? does loss of constant communication a sign?

i felt bad and sad about it. how i wish i could talk to them right now and check out what's happening to them. i am a little bit afraid that they are having new lives without me in it. i am also afraid that when the next time i see them they are not them anymore. i am afraid of the "who are you??" and "what did you do to my friend?" thing, because i already like them on who they were when we first met or when we became friends. but of course i am only talking about full-personality changes; this is when a person became someone really far from who he/she was in a negative way.

so, to my friends, close friends, and closest friend: i miss you all. eventhough that sounds cheesy and mushy, i claim that it is from the true me. let us be an exception to the Distance-decay Function.

to my closest friend: i hope you would read this; i also hope that bff is still applicable to us and you would remain my closest friend. should i cry now?? :)) i know that you know that i am serious about all this...

ok that's enough for a serious post.

sleepiing on classes is the worst

2007-06-26T05:36:00.000+08:00

it's been 5 years when i last posted in this blog. how i wish i can post something really sensible, unfortunately there is nothing coming in my mind. for the last 5 days i regularly attempt to post something, yet only this attempt succeeded.

i am about to start my day an hour from now, yet i am still not prepared. last night i felt too tired to do anything connected to school, so i will just not listen to my bio1 class, even it is a bad thing not to listen i would rather study for my next class than listen and sleep at his class. it is worst to sleep on classes and by listening to my professor i will just end up sleeping.

this coming morning would be terrible but i guess my night will be good and fun. i am not excited about it but i am happy that i would have the chance to enjoy that night with friends and newly found friends.

i just wish that my day would turn out fine. that's it.

am i a blogger?? not^^

2007-06-20T23:10:00.000+08:00

thinking of what to post really exhausts my brain cells, but if it just exhaust my brain cells, why do i blog??

i am not a true-blood blogger. i don't like sharing what i feel just like this. they say that every good writer keeps a journal or blog(in new times term). therefore i am not a good writer and i agree.

so why do i blog??

the ideal answer is blogging has many benefits. and it is also ideal to site some. but i hate ideals.
i would rather answer that i blog because a part of me tells me that i want it. and a little part of me tells me that its better to have a blog than a filler that would serve as my journal. it was just a couple of choice, a choice between technology and classics.

Bigaten

2007-06-20T06:11:00.000+08:00

Have you ever tried doing something really tiring yet giving yourself zero profit?? Unluckily I just did. damn it.

My sister happened to forget a whole bunch of stuff in my real house which is about 30 kilometers away from my school and my apartment, then the unlucky me was the bigaten who was required to fetch those stuff.

This was the criteria for picking the bigaten...

early dismissal
early dismissal
and early dismissal

and the contestants were me and my sister... the 2.30 dismissal of mine or the 5.30 dismissal of my sister.
oh well it was an easy win...

so the 2-hour travel from up to my real house started and i was starting to get pissed off with everything... i really hate the fact that i need to put a lot of effort in getting only my sister's stuff... i was thinking like i don't need to do it and it was her stuff and her fault, she should have been the one getting it, but what could i do now?? now that i am already taking the bus ride to our house...

then after all the rides, the travel can be summarized as from up diliman --> muntinlupa --> east ave qc... that was a whole tiring 4 hours...

i realized that it's not really good to make other people responsible for your responsibilities. i hate my sister for that.

but after all those happenings i found myself at the end of the day quite happy and excited for tomorrow. i hope that things would be nicer to me.

^^, -peace out-(wtf)

First Post

2007-06-19T20:21:00.000+08:00

This post will be about the hassle of coming home(as in my real home) at the middle of the week...

post to follow later.. my sister just needs to eat first... :D